Saturday, July 22, 2006
where do i even start for today.

well last night i did a little bit of thinking and i realised that i didn't wish to be like some crazy fan again :/ i mean before css i wouldn't give a poop about watching these idol searches, but i mean i probably still would have for singapore idol since i wanted to see if i recognised anyone from my crew day (yes, singular) but my point is, i'm tired of being seen as the fan who screams, waves and jumps like there's no tomorrow. really i am seriously above that. i'm not trying to sound arrogant or anything, but you get what i mean larh huh (:
so in the morning i called pearlyn to tell her that i didn't want to go for the roadshow at j8 but i felt bad since we already arranged to go and it wouldn't be nice if i backed out at the very last minute. so i went, though i would very much prefer to go for lunch with the momma and brother. ): oh well
so we got there and the line was already mighty long and i really wasn't in the right mood at that point in time. so we just stood around the back, waiting for the idols who were late. and when they finally came, i still wasn't in the mood to scream. haha but it's a little weird to stand like a rock in the midst of so many screaming people? yes and i could barely see anything! and this guy had his kid on his shoulder and he blocked my view of joakim! how precise. tsk
anyway, i only got a little high when they started flinging stuff to the crowd? haha and there was a photographer standing behind me. and that genius brought this step thing. and when he was done taking pictures i asked if i could stand on it and wooh i had a perfect view and was like towering above the rest. haha too bad i didn't bother to bring my camera. hahaha and all i did was stand on the step thingy and laugh and wave like a monkey though i knew very well that whatever the idols were throwing were never going to find their way to where i was standing. haha oh and i bet the people at the back were cursing at me for blocking their view :/
so i guess i probably won't be going for the other roadshows? i don't know, i just don't want to be so uhmm mad.

left j8 for church very soon after. haha had to help jaimie with her sermon materials (: fellowship started late but it was rather fun! captain's ball (: hahaha
had a very short bs which i was falling asleep in :/ followed by dinner! i think there's something wrong with my tastebuds. i really thought my ban mian was really sour and viniger-ish but no one thought so? hmm

okay shall go rest soon! have chariskidz guitar duty tomorrow. haha i have this feeling that whenever anyone has me as their guitarist, support singer or uhmm chair they're really scared? cause i somehow always oversleep and don't turn up :/ haha it's time to be more serious about my service to God (:

oh yes, i finally bought my wugui strap thingamajig! haha and i'm gonna do something really ahlian and hang it on my phone! HAHA

goodnight!